I feel so blessed today, having the courage of doing something that is beyond my expectactions. Feel great of choosing to be 'happy', over something that is not so good in the view of the normalities. Anyway, for something bad to be good is not impossible. It depends on one's belief and how he decides. My reading recently brought me to this rule: Happiness is a personal choice and not the product of anything external. Perhaps this rule can be a good vehicle to drive us to the ultimate happiness???